Me And My Big Mouth

I can say this year has been one full of challenges.

I can't believe how when I thought I had my life all together BOOM there it was again CHANGE, and to make it unbearable I had to grow. Not only spiritually but emotionally, and I had to let go of my life as I knew it to live. I mean things that I was content with thinking made me who I was, that gave me a meaning and purpose. I always said I wanted to see, but I tell you to see things as they really are is not a happy place to be. Heart aches I could not see past over took me and I reverted back to old habits.. weed, beer and after I couldn't stand the smell and taste anymore, I was left with where do I go from here. What the hell am I doing, look at me this is so sad to see myself, letting people, places and things rip my soul apart to the point I am just what I hated. One that talks the talk and wont stand up and walk the walk. In a instance it came over me how much more I am than the things I thought, and the ones I loved, crumbs I beggged for, and excepted as a sad show of love and encouragement. The love that left me feeling empty inside and made a fool of me for caring. Now mind you this could be anything from a child, spouse, job etc. for anyone. As your world goes and changes please through the pain through the tears "HOLD ON TO JESUS UNCHANGING HAND" and I have to say when my soul was praying for me and my heart was crying out with no words spoken and wrong I was in the midst of doing. His power of grace and mercy swept me back into reality of worth and respect not for me but for Jehovah Jirah.. the FATHER and the SON and the HOLY SPIRIT and I just coildnt give up and more importantly I dont wont to live as if i have given up another day .. I feel like rejoicing in his love and celebrating my life with a smile that comes on my face from so far down inside of me. I just have to say "THANK YOU JESUS" he will take you out of your mess and renew your thinking, repair your heart and comfort you. We are stronger than we think we are, given a secret weapon- which is love)) oh I kknow you say yeah right ... but Love is the only thing that can conquer the darkest demons in your heart and in your mind. Not so much as love will please others.. I must love someone to be forgiven... NO!!! Love Is A Spirit, and without the spirit of Love In YOU- Your Untold Story Inside Of You Will Never Have The Chance To Be Heard!!! Yes, Love is alive and ready to melt down the strongest barriers that have you held you captive in Your Own Hell, YOUR OWN THINKING which has penetrated your heart, and keeps you feeling helpless and vulnerable to any and all attacks in a simple day, leaving you sitting somewhere at wits end wondering why. Love sets you FREE, It snaps you back into reality, Man, Woman or Child have a good cry. I teach my boys and girls cry the pain out .. cleanse your soul and then we can move on to joy. You Must let it out- face the pain, bare the hurt and know you are on your way to a life of PEACE and JOY that all the money , people in this world could have never given you. Forgiveness, Loves Buddy now can step in and fill you up even more and you'll look around one day and feel it .. I'm FREE!!! Of ever there is another dark day Be Your Own Inspiration, Remind yourself I don;t have to take or be bothered with that crap any more .. For me I said- I say- and I will always remember I DO NOT WANT TO GO BACK Over There On HELL STREET. Listen, I Have disowned some, I have moved away from others ... to get out of a trap set to keep me discouraged, broke, unproductive and to steal my joyful spirit. Haters are gonna hate- wise up and know who is for you and who is working over time to keep you from ever achieving anything that will keep you filled with JOY, Not Happiness- The JOY that comes ONLY from the Lord. Inspiration is a gift ... Be your own INSPIRATION whenever you find yourself out numbered... ENCOURAGE YOURSELF! in The, I Know what I know when I am weak- Jesus WILL carry me through according to his will for my life. If ever I look to my left, as you may have or will and then look to your right and no one is there, Never Give Up! take a sec to remember all the ways Jesus made out of now way, simply because You Are Loved- Just Thank Him!
get excited and by faith Envison all that shall come to pass

Jesus Will Fix It, If You Can Let It Go

May Our Day Be Filled With Challenges That In The End, Brings Out The Best In Us

just for today... I will try to live through this day only, and not tackle all of my problems at once. I can't do something for twelve hours that would appall me, if I felt that I had to do it for a lifetime

just for today... I will be happy, this assumes to be true what Abraham Lincoln said, most folks are as happy as they make up there minds to be

just for today... I will adjust myself to what is, and not try to adjust everything to my own desires. I will appreciate my BLESSINGS and fit myself, my thinking to it

just for today... I will try to strengthen my mind: I will study, I will learn something useful. I will not be a mental loafer. I will read something that requires effort, thought and concentration

just for today... I will exercise my soul in three ways: I will do somebody a good turn, and not get found out: If anybody knows of it, it will not count. I will do at least two things I don't want to do just for exercise. I will not show anyone that my feelings are hurt, they may be hurt, but today I will not show it

just for today... I will be agreeable. I will look as well as I can, dress becomingly, keep my voice low, be courteous, criticize not one bit. I wont find fault with anything, not try to improve or regulate anybody but myself

just for today... I will have a program, I may not follow it exactly, but I will have it. I will save myself from two pests: hurry and indecision

just for today... I will have a quiet half hour all by myself, and relax. During this half hour, sometimes I will try to get a better perspective of my life

just for today... I will be unafraid. Especially I will not be afraid to enjoy what is beautiful - and to believe that as I give to the world, so the world will give to me

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